Aethen

I’ve been through lots of misadventures these past few days that led me into a twist of troubles. Ø My over due Simulation Program on CPU Scheduling that I’ve worked for three weeks was accidentally deleted by my classmate while I am away. I can’t help but to repeat it from scratch. I hope I can manage the deduction I will earn from it - for it will be long due. I don’t want to blame my classmate because I don’t want to - I just want to be silent. Though, I know they are responsible for that lost and they must do something. But I don’t require them to do so. I will let them see the wisdom on that situation. Ø I was checked and been held by the guard in the mall for the reason that the item-tag detector alarmed as I pass the exit door. Everybody’s eye seems to be in me. They might be thinking I have snatched or shoplifted some items. It was too shameful, but I am not guilty or to that effect. I know I am innocent and not accountable to anything. I just wondered why it alarmed. Funny la...

I‘ve realized that I'm really not good in expressing myself to other people. Sometimes being a man isn't that easy too. As for me, I tend to be very secretive in some way. Even in tears, though are shallow, I never expressed it that much either. I have just tried to be strong. Even in the time that people needed me most, I left them hanging. Sometimes I just need to see reality before I act to it or prioritize things more than their request and concern. I don’t know why I stand that way. Maybe I am just too preoccupied by school works and activities. Even though, they have treated me well and have given me things I wanted. They are willing to give their support on effects I considered necessary. Honestly, sometimes I become self-absorbed and selfish on some aspects. I become secretive in some ways. Thus, results to misinterpretation of other about myself – my inner self. It’s not because I grew up like that, but at least, it makes me different - and I really choose to be like t...

The most controversial report on the Internet today was the death of adSense. Forums anywhere are ablaze, blogs are burning and those who are affiliated with it are screaming in dismay; including me and my WeBlog. ”Make a Fortune in Adsense. Click counts” When I saw Google advertised about Adsense and letting me determine how much they'd pay for a click in a page, I registered with it... even though, I know that my page would not be that interesting to visit; and it will not count a thousand of visitors every month. I believe many people registered with Adsense; many wants to make a fortune putting Adsense code on their webpage. Though they were not assured to be paid of clicks on their page. Now I know this won't work anymore. Quite a loss. Loss of hope, for those who are expecting to be paid - numbers of click on their site. I don't think the experts will be telling people this news anytime soon... Read more about it. [click here]

I got this today, thank you Ralph ( Davao ). It is truly an expression of the gift you have. You are blessed. Thank you again... and the story behind the band - our friendship.

The past couple of weeks have been mostly top-heavy. Lots of little things . . . club and organization appointments and commitments, watching last full-show movies, much Intramural preparation and studies, going home late at night and/or early in the morning , conversations with the new acquaintances, less sleep and less time for myself . . . that sort of things. I haven't had the time or energy to write the thoughtful and involved posts I'd like to write, and I don't have the motivation to write a lot of little inane posts at this time. I just think they are just not interested with it. …I am hoping that I would be chosen in the AYLC even at interview only, but I'm not even close to ready for that. This past month's changes in diet and lifestyle have pretty much taken over my life and left few resources for anything else. Right now I need to focus time and energy on finishing a couple hard computer programs and projects --a requirement in my course. I had r...