Aethen

The CS-IT Department Mascot. The one that was kept as the symbol of the department for the 2006 2-day CST ( College of Science and Technology) celebration. It was chosen as the best mascot for this year in the college. It was then adopted by the department as a symbolic figure. Why a fighter robot? They might have inline the concept of making and designing it with the theme of the celebration, "Raising the Bar of Excellence through Responsible Leadership and Student Activism" . The sword represent more of the proactiveness and being responsible of the student. The robot itself sybolize activeness and maximum participation of the department. I don't know, but maybe it would be just like that.

I have a feeling of aloneness. I feel it inside my room and in every corner of the campus. I feel nothing but a portion of my mind is fascinated and seemingly have had endless complexities of thoughts and stillness. Fearing every second, that no one might occupy the empty space within me. I prefer to bury the feelings not. Not now. In a moments like this, when everything seems to be far-out your reach. When every situation results differently from what you expect. When you are intemittently disturbed by a noisy neighbor and every one around you seems to dislike you. Feeling alone. But despite of all this event, I still take a glance of a good life. I could easily watch myself do sprightly activities that will complement my feeling of being alone. I have noticed myself in a state of solitude. I am alone, but not really lonely. God is with me. I saw a small crack on the wall in my room only I could see. I do not want to know everything about stillness now. I want this feeling to repeat...