Not satisfied…
I have woke up one day and wondered if I am really living the life I really wanted. I admit it; I had done things that end up satisfying other people, and not my self. I had made decisions without understanding the real meaning of it and even risk with it.
I’ve took up a certain course in college because of my friends are also taking up that course and because of the limited options to decide.
I have done things that other people would just reject and actually ask me why I have done it. But no one ever knows that it’s not what I really wanted to do. I feel that I go through life regretting why I haven’t done this and that.
Now, I am about to say farewell to the things I am accustomed to. I am about to graduate, but I fear the graduation day and I not feel that I am graduating; it is because it’s not the way I wanted to be.
I wanted to b able to go back and take another course I really wanted to be my profession. I know it would take time, sacrifices, effort and more effort to realize this. I want to make a straight path of my life and be able to right the wrong ones or, maybe even wrong the right ones.
I cannot be a college student for the rest of my life. But, I want to extend this to fulfill and satisfy myself, and realize the life I dreamed. But some say “Ideal life does not exist”. They are wrong for we are the one who makes life ideal… and in the end, in one-way or another as the quotation states - it’s still me… “The master of my fate and the captain of my soul”.
I will create my own world wherein I am the master and wherein I can kick-off butts…
I’ve took up a certain course in college because of my friends are also taking up that course and because of the limited options to decide.
I have done things that other people would just reject and actually ask me why I have done it. But no one ever knows that it’s not what I really wanted to do. I feel that I go through life regretting why I haven’t done this and that.
Now, I am about to say farewell to the things I am accustomed to. I am about to graduate, but I fear the graduation day and I not feel that I am graduating; it is because it’s not the way I wanted to be.
I wanted to b able to go back and take another course I really wanted to be my profession. I know it would take time, sacrifices, effort and more effort to realize this. I want to make a straight path of my life and be able to right the wrong ones or, maybe even wrong the right ones.
I cannot be a college student for the rest of my life. But, I want to extend this to fulfill and satisfy myself, and realize the life I dreamed. But some say “Ideal life does not exist”. They are wrong for we are the one who makes life ideal… and in the end, in one-way or another as the quotation states - it’s still me… “The master of my fate and the captain of my soul”.
I will create my own world wherein I am the master and wherein I can kick-off butts…
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